well my name is jacob larson... i currently have to best friends shawn and kelsi they are two totally diffrent people but i love them both...i have a amazing girlfriend i know i love her but i dont want to say it to soon so i will just surprise her with it one day lol... i am a struggling photographer with one problem no camera lol...


anyways i am currently at my friends house andrea's with my friend jack he is very religus but i am ok wit that even though i think buddhism is more realistic. like my friend colin said the bible is several books put togather so who knows.

i am really hating my realtionship with my girlfriend mikayla...with most girls i have dated i could day dream about fucking other girls and guys. i could watch a girls ass when she walks away... but now all i can think about is her i hate but love it. 2 days ago i tried to stare at a girls ass but i just couldnt bring myself to do it ahhh. i am hopeing it is the real deal she is amazing every girl i have dated in the past i have had regrets but with mikayla i have no regrets...fuck.

in other news for the future i have no clue wut i am doing i got a 31 on my asvab so a army recuirter came down and talked to me and he didnt trick me or anything... the only way i am think of joining the army is when its the end of senior year and i still have no clue wut to do...i wanna join the navy for the travel but im not a good swimer and idk if i could stand to be on a boat that long.

that rases a nother good point wut do i do if me and mikayla are still togather by that time wut do i do tell her we should break up till i get back or not go or try a long D relationship which i know wont work. i dont want it to be a lifetime thing where idk how but i am the bad guy. a quick little thing fuck lifetime guys are not always that mean god damn...

also in my life i have a stalker that annoys the crap out of me her name is bre and she tries to flirt with me so badly and i just take it and dont flirt back she is really annoying me though we ether should have a 3 way or she should just be friends with me gosh damn... and another thing that pissses me off about bre is she lies...not white lies ether FULL BLOWN BULL SHIT LIES... when something bad happens to kelsi it magicly happens to bre its just complete bull.

and i believe that is all and if u want talk to me about it if u want idc wut u do and remember like obi 1 said i would like a taco